Phan - Close The Damn Cupboards 2

The warm beaming of the sun, shining through the not fully closed curtains, woke me up the next morning. A tired yawn escaped my mouth as I slowly rolled over onto back, but only to bump into a figure next to me. I quickly opened my eyes to see the most adorable thing ever next to me in, what I now realized wasn't my own but Dan's bed.
My brown-haired flat mate was curled up against my side his mouth slightly opened, leaving cute little snores every time he breathed in. He looked so vulnerable, so innocent. Nothing at all like the Dan I had experienced the night before.  
My cheeks heated up immensely as I remembered what Dan and I had been doing  only a few hours ago.
How did we even end up having sex? One moment we were having an argument in the kitchen, the next moment Dan was pleasuring me and falling asleep in my arms.
I smiled at the memory and glanced down at Dan again, a few strains of his soft brown hair were falling over his closed eyes. I reached out and slowly brushed them away, letting my fingers linger at his face for a few moments, caressing the soft skin of his cheeks before I eventually pulled back again, fearing I would disturb Dan's slumber.  
I craved for some contact though, so I wrapped my arms protectively around him pulling him into a hug, and even though he was still fast asleep Dan immediately snuggled closer to me, his lips curling into a satisfied smile.
I couldn't help but feel all happy and bubbly inside. There weren't many things that made me feel as good as being with Dan did. He managed to make me smile without even being fully awake.  
I was fully engrossed in thought when I suddenly felt a hand drawing little circles onto my naked chest, making me shiver slightly.  
There was no need to look down to check who it was, since it could only be Dan. I looked down anyway though, just so I could take a look at his beautiful face.
Dan's eyes were open now, tiredly staring back into mine and his mouth was curled into a little adorable pout.  
I reached out and softly poked his lips, making both of us giggle. Dan nuzzled his face into the crock of my neck affectionately, trying to stifle his chuckles.  
"Good Morning", I mumbled cheerfully patting the back of his head fondly.  
"Morning, Philly", Dan yawned, giggling lightly as the pet name slipped out of his mouth. I shook my head in amusement.
"You're really adorable in the morning, you know that?"
Dan popped himself up on my chest and giggled again, a small blush starting to form on his cheeks.
"No, silly. I'm not. You are though. My cute and adorable Philly.", Dan replied smiling, showing off his cute dimples. My heart fluttered as called me Philly again, and most important it fluttered because he had called me his.
"Stop lying", I chuckled and leaned down to kiss the tip of his nose affectionately while caressing his pink cheeks with my fingers.
Dan traced after me as I pulled away again, softly rubbing our noses together, making me giggle.
I smiled happily but after a few moments pulled fully away eventually. "Slept well?"
Dan nodded eagerly and grinned at me sweetly. "You're very comfy to sleep on."
Another fit of chuckles escaped my mouth at Dan's comment. "Well, I'm glad then."
We stayed like that for a while, just cuddling and enjoying each other's company, when I broke the comfortable silence.
"Dan…", I started and he looked up at me curiously. "What does this make us?"
Dan sighed, looking at me with an unsure expression.
"I don't know, okay? I have no damn clue why this happened last night. Maybe I was just horny. Maybe you being angry made me horny… But I know for sure that I really enjoyed it. And I wouldn't mind at all doing it again", Dan exclaimed his voice getting louder at the end of his little speech.
I thought about what he had said for a moment not exactly sure if I took everything the right way.
"When you say 'doing it again', you mean the sex, right? So we would be like fuck-buddies, or?", I asked to clear up my confusion.
Dan gave me an annoyed look, as if I had misunderstood him on purpose.  
"No. Well, yes. I mean the sex, but that's not all…", Dan started, dropping his gaze so he hadn't to look into my eyes any more, since it obviously made him nervous.
"It's more than just sex I want to have with you. I want to fall asleep in your arms and also wake up next to you every day. I want to cuddle with you while watching TV or playing video games. I want to just randomly kiss you whenever I feel like doing it. I want to act cute and couple-like with you no matter if we're with friends or random strangers. I want everyone to see how much you mean to, how much I l-…", Dan suddenly stopped talking, gnawing on his lips and not daring to look up at me.
I felt my heart-beat raise immensely at his words. What Dan had described was everything I could wish for in a relationship. And as I thought further about it, I wouldn't mind at all having such a relationship with Dan. As a matter of fact I couldn't think of anything better than having such a relationship with Dan.
A little smile started to tug at the corner of my lips, as I slowly processed what exactly I was considering at that very moment.
I turned my attention back to Dan, who was still not looking at me, but at my exposed chest, waiting for whatever reaction he expected me to have.
Slowly I reached out until my hand rested under Dan's chin and tilted his head up slightly, so he had to look into my eyes again.
"How much you what?", I asked softly, wanting nothing more than for him to end his last sentence, if it really was what I thought.
Dan started biting his lips again and by the look in his eyes he most likely was deliberating whether he should or should not tell me. I gave him a knowing smile and he eventually opened his mouth to talk again.
"I want everyone to see how much I … How much I love you", Dan admitted shyly, his voice shaking slightly, as if he was afraid of my reaction. Thinking about it, he probably was completely terrified, since he had no clue that I actually felt exactly the same way.
I let my hand wander from his chin to his cheek, cupping it softly and slowly brought his face closer to mine. I stopped a few inches in front of his lips, so he had enough time to pull away if this wasn't what he wanted.
When he didn't react in a negative way I quickly closed the gap between us and softly pressed our lips together.
"I love you too", I eventually mumbled against Dan's lips, as he tangled his hands into my hair, pulling me closer to him.
It was only a short sweet kiss, but it was as perfect as it could be.  
After giving me a few more little pecks Dan eventually pulled back and snuggled up to my side again purring in appreciation as I wrapped my arms around him tightly. I sweetly kissed the top of Dan's head and began to stroke his back lightly.
"You know, you still haven't answered my question..", I reminded him.
"What do you mean?", Dan gave me a confused look, not knowing what I was going on about.
"What are we? Friends with benefits? Proper boyfriends?", I asked curiously.
"How do you still need to get that question answered? I love you, you love me. Of course we are proper boyfriends, silly", Dan chuckled, pecking my chest casually.
"I only wanted to be sure. No need to insult me, Danny", I replied, knowing how much he hated being called that.
"Count yourself lucky that I love you, otherwise you'd get a punch for calling me Danny", Dan muttered, trying to look annoyed but failing completely, since his smile wouldn't leave his lips for one moment.
"Love you too", I grinned and gave him a little peck on the mouth to shut him up.